Blotto

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After a five hour drive from Augusta, Georgia, we had crossed the rivers and streams of southern Georgia and northern Florida, found the Park and Ride, boarded a shuttle, arrived at EverBank Stadium in Jacksonville, and made our way through the World’s Largest Outdoor Cocktail Party into the relative safety of the inside. Getting there was an adventure itself, but the game and all that surrounds it was coming up in about a hour, and it would be a doozy before the night was over. My daughter, her sorority sister and I were ready for some fun. So were about eighty five thousand other people.

Some of those other people were college students. Yeah.

Many of them had been drinking, probably since the day before. I mean, drinking hard. Yeah. Like, flasks coming out of jacket pockets and mini bottles by the dozens, empty, trashing the underside of the fading blue stadium seats like so many broken glass Christmas ornaments that someone had dropped and never picked up.

We had seats that were way up high in the North end zone section, an area that looked like it was going to be mostly empty until just before the game, when the hard-drinking, fight song-singing, red-wearing masses of college boys and their equally loud dates arrived just in time for kickoff. Now, I was a student once, and I had fun, and maybe I even drank a little (please don’t tell my mother) but there is a limit to all things, you know. To be clear, this is not a post about teenage drinking, the perils of substance abuse in this at-risk population, or any of that. I can write about that another time, while wearing my psychiatrist hat.

No, this post is about being present and experiencing each moment of your life as fully as possible. As a person, a father, a friend, a human being.

I went to this game with my daughter and a friend of hers because we wanted to go and have fun. To watch a fun football game between two fiercely competitive rivals. To take goofy pictures. To stop and get snacks on a long road trip. To meet new people. (The lady I shared seats with on the shuttle back after the game lives in Beaufort, SC, loves football and basketball, and eats at the same restaurants I do every time I visit the Lowcountry!) We wanted to be present, to pay attention to the sights and smells and tastes and action on the field and everything that makes a great SEC college football game what it is. We got all that and more. We enjoyed the heck out of it.

The teenaged college student sitting directly behind me did not.

He was blotto.

Trashed.

The very first possession was a long march downfield that resulted in the first score of the game. Gurley was back. We were kickin’ it.

Blotto Man saw none of that. He was sitting in the seat directly behind me. I turned to see him at one point, eyes closed, swaying like a sapling in a stiff breeze, barely sitting up under his own power. He was so drunk that I don’t think he even knew he was in the stadium. Granted, he had some good buddies around him that were watching out for him that were not going to let him fall or hurt himself, but he was not aware that there was even a game going on, much less who he was rooting for.

As the game went on, he would come in and out of consciousness, literally, and speak up or grunt or even sing a note or two. At one point, I felt a tap on my shoulder and looked around to see his hand extended. “You’re my brother,” he said, increasing my blood alcohol level to at least eighty just by breathing in my direction. One other time he gently punched me in the back again and said something in bad Klingon that I could not even remotely understand. His friends finally directed him up one more row, propped him against the concrete wall that formed the top of EverBank Stadium, and kept a watchful eye out that he didn’t go over backwards.

What did this young guy get out of being at the 2013 Florida-Georgia game? Not much it would appear.

The rest of us saw some good football, a couple of great plays, were happy that we didn’t need the ponchos that we dutifully packed against the fickle Florida weather, and were treated to one of the prettiest orange sunsets I think I’ve seen in a long, long time. We were there, all eighty thousand plus of us, until the last tick on the scoreboard clock. We walked down the gangways together afterwards, hearing, feeling, the roar of the Dawg Nation as it sang and cheered and chanted and laughed and whooped it up after the third victory over the Gators in as many years.

Blotto Man?

I hope he made it down to the ground in one piece with the help of his college buddies.

It’s important to have fun, to let it all hang out, and maybe to even act a little crazy sometimes (please don’t tell my mother). I have no problem with any of that, and I even wish sometimes that I could go back and re-experience some of that in my own college career.

It’s also important to be present in every moment, every experience in your life.

None of us are guaranteed tomorrow.

We only have today.

Will you be present in your own life today? Will you grab it, seize it, live it?

Or will you be blotto?

Your choice, my friends.

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4 thoughts on “Blotto

  1. Blotto Man—did he have a big, red nose, squinty eyes, and a truck driver build? I think he was in my kindergarten class. Truth be told, I’ve been BM myself on occasion, with luck (and good friends) surviving those slips. Some don’t make it. Some wind up behind the wheel of a car,killing and maiming others. A few score touchdowns–a high school football buddy of mine caught three TD passes “drunk.” “Best game I ever had,” he liked to say. Now, on the doorstep of dotage with grandchildren to worry about, I find myself wishing the Quaker mini-philosophy, “Moderation in all things” might be more a part of our mainstream culture. No better way, I think, to be present in the moment. LIfe IS but a dream, or a nightmare if we make it so.

  2. Yep, get the point about this post about “being present” and not alcoholism/addiction, but truly that’s becoming even more rampant with, as Rob points out in his comment, tragic effects. As someone with double-digit recovery I know we’re not supposed to take anyone’s “inventory,” but clearly staying silent on the matter hasn’t worked well.

    I work in and around church where being nicey-nice churchy-church too often stops people from calling out this behavior and the damage it causes. Blotto Man needed someone to take his car keys and get him safely home, although I’m also a big fan of letting people get arrested for drunken driving — hopefully before they kill anyone.

  3. I live in a state with many Native Americans. As you know, there is a genetic predisposition to alcohol dependency-a medical problem as real as Tay-Sachs syndrome or other genetic medical condition. As a neighbor, as a teacher, as an in-law, as a grandmother, I’ve watched this genetic flaw destroy and kill dreams and the body. Please do a Google search for Simon Ortiz. Read that. Dr. Greg, with people like you that were in the VA system, he crawled out of the fog of alcohol. Through my son’s marriage, Simon is considered my cousin. My grandson is probably lost. If he dies in his alcoholic fog, I just pray that he doesn’t harm or kill anybody around him.

    I’ve had Native American classmates that were shunned, and students told horrible jokes about Native Americans and alcoholism. I was in a visual media journalism class, and we had to get groups and make a TV show about a social issue. I saw a classmate sitting alone. I took my group, and asked the classmate if she belonged to a group yet. The first thing she said was, “I’m a Navajo. Do you really want a Navajo? I don’t drink.” We told her, “Well yeah, why do you think that we came over and asked you?” A group was listening, so they started a loud joke of why Navajos buy Listerine. A Hispanic member of our group said loudly, “We’re honor students. We know that’ll help us keep our GPAs up. You don’t want to work with losers.” I’m proud to say that my group realized that she hadn’t been allowed to do anything in the previous projects. Everyone worked with her in learning those skills, video filming, editing, etc. Our project- we made fun of ourselves–the unwanted poet- in the format of a Sunday morning literary talk show. The guest asked for some water- he grabbed a pitcher of water and imitated Rousseau looking at his reflection.
    The professor, Hispanic friend, and I had a few discussions about this. Part of it was why our editing skills went more slowly and down hill-she didn’t expect this from students that had a 4.+ cumulative GPA in their junior year. We explained the class dynamics and how a classmate had been short-changed in many ways. She did quite well on paper tests, but she was crowded out from the cameras and computers-nobody gave her the time of day- and us geeks sat in a tight small corner. If she wanted to cut grades, cut ours, but not our classmate’s grades. I just can’t remember her name, but I do remember the hours we spent in the computer lab going over our individual projects, meeting at the library and going over our script.

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